Rafael or Raf.

Fine Arts Illustration. From the U.S. Male.

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Do you come from a family that values education?

Yes. I'm a 1st gen college student.

So why arts?

Only thing i will ever hold passion in is art-- being given the degree for fine arts allows me to pass under scrupulous eyes that only want quality for their product/company. gives me credit, but in the end i ultimately just want to create things for fun. though i wouldn't mind doing a bit of trade for something like welding

Rafael creates stunning artwork in the classroom, such as this piece. Do you feel like your Filipinoness is a massive integral part to who you are?

Not essentially-- i am super disassosciated with my culture and race. though i do use it from time to time in jokes or demographics, in the end i am american as i can be, with little filipino in me. the communities i put myself in, my self-identity is disconnected from my race.

That happens. Would you relearn Tagalog? Maybe try to get more in touch?

I would, though my lack of willingness to do so comes from the feeling that it isn't really necessary, and it's not like i'm too impacted by it

Have you actually been to the Phillippines?

on two occasions! Or perhaps, three, if memory is THAT iffy. Once as a elementary schooler, second as a middle schooler, and third at 17.

What other mediums of art do you do?

Before digital, I was mainly a graphite photorealistic artist. Charcoal was second nature seeing as it was similar but a lot more flexible, but I was moreso used to wielding a pencil. Painting with graphite eventually led into painting with acrylics, and so I produced some rather large paintings

Does your Americanized Asianness bother you genuinely? Do you feel out of place at family gatherings where they're all speaking Tagalog maybe?

I tend to ignore it at most times. I'm capable of understanding half of what they say, but I do not assosciate with my family very much. My mother's side of the family actually grew up for half of their youth in America, so it's not very hard to interact with them. But in the end, I really just sit in the corner and mind my own business.

Asian American dipersion
Throughout the U.S, Asian Americans and Asian diaspora are a growing population.
According to Pew Research Instititute, 72% of Asian Americans were proficient in English as 0f 72%. Nearly all U.S-born Asians were proficient in English (95%) compared with 57% of foreign-born Asians. Because of Americanization and families choice to abandon their ways for an easier life, this commonly leads to feelings of alienation. Source for data.
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